[Verse 1]
Em                                                     A G Ab
I’m not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself
Em                                              A          G    Ab
I’m not a victim, I’m not lonely, and I’m doing well for myself
Em                                                   A    G Ab
I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class
Em                                               A          G    Ab
So why when I wake up and see my reflection does it make me sick?
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
Em
One, Two, Three, Four
 
 
[Chorus]
Em                                              A
I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul
G                Ab
I’m on my shit again
Em                                     A
I find it kinda funny being out of control
G              Em
Feed me Lorazepam
 
 
[Verse 2]
Em                                                              A    G Ab
My wife she loves me, I’ve got friends who’d jump in front of a train
Em                                                    A     G Ab
But every waking minute I’m tormented by my fucked up brain
Em                                                   A    G Ab
Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile
Em                                                    A        G    Ab
But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire
 
 
[Chorus]
Em                                              A
I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul
G               Ab
I’m on my shit again
Em                                     A
I find it kinda funny being out of control
G             Em
Feed me Lorazepam
 
 
[Verse 3]
Em                                                  A   G Ab
My parents sometimes try to reach me but I never respond
Em                                                           A        G Ab
Not really sure why I’m still pissed off but it’s part of my brand now
Em                                               A   G Ab
I’ve got no reason to so tell me why I feel like shit
Em                                                     A       G   Ab
Lucky for me I’m pretty good at acting like I’ve got a hold on this
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
Em
One, Two, Three, Four
 
 
[Chorus]
Em                                              A
I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul
G               Ab
I’m on my shit again
Em                                     A
I find it kinda funny being out of control
G             Em
Feed me Lorazepam
 
 
[Outro]
Em                                                  A   G Ab
I’m not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself
Em                                                A    G Ab
Every waking minute I’m tormented by my fucked up brain
Em                                               A   G Ab
I’ve got no reason to so tell me why I feel like shit
Em                                     A         G  Ab
All due offense, I don’t feel bad if I push you away